Happy Pride (and an Emilia Teaser)

Happy Pride! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

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I think this post has been in my drafts for well over a week by now, but I had to wait for this migraine to ease, just so I could proofread it.

At least it wasn’t just me being forgetful again, though, right? 😅

I plucked a line from one of Maria’s scenes for the last teaser. So, for this one, I took a few from one of Em’s.

Have I mentioned we don’t like Nydia?

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Regarding updates, I don’t have any new information to share yet, and I always feel silly sharing updates when there’s nothing new. I’m a shy introvert. I’m not used to talking unless I have something to say, you know? 😅

But I know people come to the website to find updates. So, I’ll try my best to share some recent book things, and maybe I won’t bore you to death in the process. 💙

I’m still working as often and as quickly as I can, and I’m still hoping for very soon. Honestly, I feel like if life would cooperate with me for one week, or if there were twenty-eight hours in a day, instead of twenty-four, the book would be up already.

Seriously, I don’t know about the rest of the world, but I think I speak for all moms when I say we need four more hours. It’s…a lot sometimes.

I’m formatting print and ebook files at the moment, which sounds like one of the shorter steps of the process, except I’m incapable of leaving things alone.

As I read through each chapter, I tend to find things I want to change (again), and that, of course, wasn’t part of the plan.

If you’ve been with me a while, you know I’ve already rewritten this book a gazillion times (that might even be the real number; I wouldn’t know because I lost count ages ago).

Part of my problem is my own mind. I’ll never believe anything done by me could be good enough, but maybe (hopefully!), that’s just the anxiety and depression talking. 🤞

That being said, I also believe the moment I stop listening to the voice in my head that tells to do it one more time will be the moment when I needed to do it one more time.

Is that paranoia or a good rule of thumb? I have no idea.

Of course, the kind of rewriting I do now is nothing like the earlier rewrites. Early on, I’d just start a new document each time because I was changing so much, anyway. Now, when I rewrite something, it’s minor. Tinkering, really. I’m long past the point in this book where I change the storyline itself.

As an example, one of my recent rewrites was a chapter that involved Em’s panic attacks. I was concerned it was a bit triggering in Em’s point-of-view. So, I rewrote it in Maria’s point-of-view because taking a step back from it all can make it easier to digest.

It’s a minor adjustment, but it still takes time. It’s new words that have to be re-edited.

I’m nearly to the end now. I hope to get there within a week, but as time has shown, a migraine or a child’s sickness can throw it all off.

So, I’m just crossing my fingers and hoping for the best.

Believe me. I want to release this one and start writing The Dragon Child as much, if not way more, than anyone else. I just don’t want to sacrifice quality to do it.

I remember when I was writing the first draft of Pirates of Aletharia, I spent months on the map alone, and it made me so depressed—because I wasn’t making any “progress” on the book itself.

But creating the geography of Aletharia wasn’t just a matter of deciding on continent shapes or names. It was researching climates and geography to make sure I was putting my mountains, deserts, etc., in the right places. It was…a lot.

Things are always more time-consuming than I expect, and yet, I get frustrated with myself as if they aren’t. 😅

Well, anyway, maybe I haven’t bored you too much with some of the less glamorous writing details.

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I hope you’re having a wonderful Pride Month and aren’t having to deal with any of the people who try to ruin it. 💙

I know all too well what it’s like to be made to feel ashamed of who you are. Please, let this month be a reminder to you that you’re amazing and worthy of love, just as you are. 💙

I appreciate and adore you all so much. 💙