For my Game of Thrones fans. 😉

Excerpt:

“You…want to be my date to a wedding?” Rose sputtered, her eyes wide.

Kara faced away from Rose as she finished getting dressed. “You’ll need protection.”

“I can kill people with my mind,” Rose muttered. “I can protect myself.”

Kara turned toward her. “Do you not want me as your date, Rose?”

“Of course I do,” Rose said. “I just didn’t think you’d want to come.”

Kara strode toward her with sure, purposeful steps, and Rose took a step back, startled, as Kara invaded her space. But Kara just smiled and reached past Rose, snatching up the weapon belt from the bed. “Why?” Kara said. Her black and blue hair fell over one shoulder as she tilted her head to the side, lifting her eyebrows at Rose. “Because I’m scared of commitment and emotional intimacy?”

Rose stepped back, wincing a little. “I…never said that.”

Kara just shrugged. “You didn’t have to.”

Rose sighed, “Okay.” She straightened, blushing, as she asked, “Kara, will you be my date? At a weird wedding. In a weird place. With weird people.”

Kara crossed her arms, her intense, light blue eyes flashing with mischief. “Rose, you just insulted me. You’ll have to be more persuasive than that.”

Rose blinked in shock. “Umm…”

Kara laughed, “I’m kidding! Just let me grab some weapons.”

“Yep,” Rose mumbled, watching as Kara returned to the dresser, where she’d left all of her weapons. “I’m sure that’s what everyone says before a date.”

Kara glanced back at Rose. “How many weapons do you have?”

“I have my dagger. So, one,” Rose said. “Two, if you count telekinesis.”

Kara laughed, “Your telekinesis counts as like fifteen weapons by itself.”

“Oh,” Rose said. “Well, sixteen, then.”

Kara grabbed a few extra daggers. “You’ll need more.”

“More than sixteen?” Rose asked incredulously. “For a wedding?”

Kara held out a handful of regular-sized daggers. “Here. Take these.”

“Ooh, like flowers. Except sharper,” Rose said dryly. “You know, Kara, I think they just want us to attend the wedding. Not kill the wedding party.”

Kara shrugged one shoulder. “I’m always prepared to kill someone.”

“Not sure that’s a good thing, but okay,” Rose said under her breath. She sighed, “I don’t even know why they want me there. I don’t know these people.”

“Well, they know you,” Kara told her.

“No,” Rose corrected, as she shoved Kara’s daggers into her backpack—because where else was she going to put them? “They don’t know me. They’ve never met me. They just know someone who has glowing, red eyes and godlike power.”

Kara turned toward her, raising an eyebrow. “Yeah, that’s you.”

Rose shrugged. “They say that, at any given time, there are seven people in the world who look exactly like you. Maybe there are others who fit the description.”

“You think there are seven people in the world with eyes that glow red, and the power to do pretty much anything they want with their minds?” Kara said.

Rose shrugged—with a little less confidence this time. “Maybe?”

“No,” Kara said simply. “If there were anyone else in the world like you, they’d already be dead. Because I would have killed them. On Aaron’s orders.”

“You didn’t kill me,” Rose pointed out.

“Because we needed your help with Alana,” Kara said easily.

Rose gave her a skeptical look. “That’s the only reason?”

Kara’s icy blue gaze shifted toward Rose. “I’m just saying,” she said, her lips curving, “if you take away Alana, the war, the impending apocalypse, and all of those odd, little things you did that made me fall in love with you, you have a totally different situation. I would’ve sliced off your head and been done with it.”

Rose frowned. “You just slipped a declaration of love inside a speech about decapitating me, and you call me odd?”

Kara stepped closer to Rose, her light blue eyes sparkling. “And for the record, nothing scares me,” Kara said with a smile. “Not even weddings.”

“Clearly, you haven’t read anything by George R.R. Martin,” Rose muttered.

from my upcoming book, The Reign of Darkness

Book Four of the Creatures of Darkness series

© Britney Jackson

I posted this about a week ago on Facebook, and I’m in a slightly better place emotionally (just slightly, not much). But I decided to post it here, too, because a friend suggested that it might encourage someone else who is feeling the same way. So, if you, like me, have MDD (major depressive disorder) or any other form of depression, you’re not alone. ❤️ We’re going to get through this. We’re going to find our healing. We just have to keep fighting. ❤️

Here’s the original post:

I know I’ve probably mentioned this plenty of times before, but I love quotes. I have notebooks full of my favorite quotes everywhere. Well, I have this one in almost every writing notebook I own because it’s one of my absolute favorites. And I like to look at it, especially when I’m hurting.

You guys know I don’t like to talk about this. It usually takes me until after I’m starting to come out of it to find courage to tell anyone. But I’ve been fighting through a particularly rough patch of depression for the last month or so. And when I say “particularly rough,” I don’t say that lightly. Even after so many years, there’s still so much shame around mental illness and suicidal thoughts that I can’t bring myself to reach out to people, even when I know I should. My books are helping me work through that shame—but still, it’s a lot easier to say that a character is feeling a certain way than to admit that you are.

There were a couple of weeks this month when I thought I was coming out of it, but every time, I’d just wind up plummeting back to where I was before. I’ve been feeling a little better today, and I’ve been writing surprisingly well today. (And good writing days have been very hard to come by lately.) So, I’m really hoping this isn’t another one of those false alarms—where I’m just going to fall into that dark place again before the end of the night. But for now, I’m just going to keep hoping really hard and keep writing. And wait for the writing to heal me, like it always does. ❤️

And just in case you can’t read my handwriting, here’s the quote:

“I think writing really helps you heal yourself. I think, if you write long enough, you will be a healthy person. That is, if you write what you need to write, as opposed to what will make money, or what will make fame.” – Alice Walker (author of The Color Purple)

My author’s copy of The Assassins of Light came in this week, and I’m so giddy because… 1) it’s so pretty!!! 😍 And 2) three books later, this feeling still hasn’t gotten old—that magical feeling of holding my work in my hands, of touching the solid form of the story that was once stuck in my head, of holding in my hands the story and characters that I love with all of my heart. ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve had a lot of rough days lately, so I’m very grateful for such a genuine burst of happiness this week. 😊❤️ Anyway, I’ll quit my happy rambling so you can look at the pretty book!!! 😍😍😍

Both versions are finally up on Amazon!!! (I could cry with relief! ❤️)

Guys, I really hope you enjoy this book! ❤️ I poured everything into it and more. ❤️ This one has a tiny bit less action than usual, but so much more emotion, romance, friendship, and mystery. It’s also a lot…(ahem) steamier than usual, so…for those of you who have been waiting for that, this is the one. 😁 You can also expect to see a lot more puzzle pieces of the mystery surrounding Rose’s power. In the (incredibly vague) words of Erastos, “answers are coming.” 😊 Anyway, here it is, and I really, really hope you like it! ❤️❤️❤️

They haven’t put them together in one link yet, so here’s the separate links:

Kindle: http://a.co/aK7HCz5

Paperback: http://a.co/g75IA1X

The paperback version of The Assassins of Light is available on Amazon. Yay! 😊❤️

I contacted Amazon about the Kindle version of the book (since it should’ve been up three days ago), and they said that it was just a technical issue on their end, and they’ll have it fixed within the next 24 hours. So, sometime tonight, hopefully? I’ll post it as soon as it’s up. 😊 Until then, here’s the link for all of my paperback-lovers! ❤️❤️❤️

Amazon Link : http://a.co/9VwYTqL

Keep an eye on my website and Facebook for the post with the link to both versions! 😊