I enjoy sharing snippets—if for no other reason than that it gets me out of my head for a moment and makes me stop listening to that endless loop of: “I’m terrible. Everything I do is terrible. Why am I even trying? Etc., etc.”
The only problem is when I need to choose a snippet, my anxiety kicks in with: “Don’t choose the wrong one! Oh, no, I’m going to choose the wrong one!”
My brain’s fun, don’t you think? 😅
But that’s one of the things I like about hashtag games. A few years ago, the writing community on Twitter had tons of them. There aren’t as many anymore, but one of my favorites is still going. 💙
Searching for a specific word in the document means it’s less of a choice, and my anxiety cooperates better with that arrangement. 😅
It does result in some pretty random snippets—but snippets, nonetheless!
The word for this week was “woman,” and when I searched and this scene popped up, I thought, “Well, maybe my Helen fans will enjoy this one.” 😂
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it, and I hope you have a wonderful week! 💙
This week’s snippet fit the #lesficfri theme on Twitter, which was “wish.” 💙
I know this was a bit of a random one, but I hope you enjoyed it, anyway! 💙
I’m on a mission right now to hunt down all of the messages I missed when my physical and mental health were taking turns being awful. So, if the message can be found, I hopefully will find it and reply soon! 💙
I hope you have an awesome week, and for anyone already celebrating, happy holidays! 💙
Have you seen the cover for Goddess of the Sea yet? 💙
I shared it in the newsletter and on social media in August, but if you’re not following any of those, you might’ve missed it.
I’ve been taking care of sick kids lately and forgetting literally everything, but now that they’re feeling better (yay!), I’ll try to catch it all up.
So, if you missed it, you can see the (very blue-ish) cover below! 💙
Goddess of the Sea, sequel to Pirates of Aletharia, will be here this December. 💙
🏴☠️ lesbian pirates (obviously) 🏳️🌈 healing from trauma 🏴☠️ dragon-riding 🏳️🌈 ship cats getting much-deserved treats 🏴☠️ a certain navy admiral and her many secrets 🏳️🌈 sapphic sea goddess
Eeek, what do you think? 🫣
December! 💙
(And I’m absolutely panicking about it. 😅)
When my panic dies down a bit, I want to start sharing weekly(-ish) snippets, so stayed tuned for that.
I shared this on social media a while ago, but I never shared it here. So, if you haven’t seen it yet, please, feast your eyes upon this beautiful Pirates of Alethariafan-art. 💙💙💙💙
A very talented reader sent this to me, and obviously, I’m a puddle of happiness and will never recover.
Thank you so much to the artist, Helle Rahel Niguman! 💙💙💙💙
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Look at these lesbian pirates flirting—ahem, I mean sword-fighting! 🏴☠️🌈
Emilia Drakon and Captain Maria Welles from Pirates of Aletharia Fan-Art by Helle Rahel Niguman
And there’s one of Catherine, too! ⚔️💙
Admiral Catherine Rochester from Pirates of Aletharia Fan-Art by Helle Rahel Niguman
Isn’t it just wonderful? 🥹💙
Our Pride Month newsletter will (hopefully!) go out today or tomorrow, so until then, I hope you have an awesome day. 💙
I told myself that the possible downfall of Twitter had opened my eyes to the importance of sharing book stuff everywhere, rather than just one place, and yet, I continue to forget. 😅
I’m coming out of my latest migraine now and trying to find all the places I let fall behind this time. One of them is definitely the newsletter, but also, here. So, I’ll try to fix that this weekend! 💙
Recently, I shared Em’s (less-than-accurate) adorable beasties with you. This time, I thought I’d introduce you to the chosen leaders of the Drakon people. 💚🐉💚
At the moment, they have a couple of scenes in Book 2, but whether those scenes will survive edits or not is anyone’s guess. (I’m an overwriter. So, editing involves a lot of cutting for me.)
But if nothing else, it was fun! 💚
P.S. – Emilia’s mother is easy to spot because she’s the one with the angry eyebrows. 😅
Obviously, Aletharian dragons are massive and terrifying with broken scale, scars, and big teeth, but in Em’s head, they’re the adorable beasties who listen to her stories when they’re not barbecuing people.
I put her in charge of the graphic, so here we are.
Wow, it’s been a while since my last post, hasn’t it?
Early in July, I traveled to Albuquerque to attend the GCLS conference. When I returned, I had every intention of hopping on here soon afterward to tell you all about it.
What I didn’t anticipate was how long the pure shock of winning a Goldie Award would actually last. It’s been a month already, and I still keep thinking I’ll wake up and realize I dreamt it all.
I mean, I was just so amazed and grateful to be a Goldie finalist. I didn’t dare hope for more.
But…more on that in a moment.
Now that I’ve finally found my (typing) voice again, I wanted to share with you what it was like, going to my very first in-person literary conference! 💙
Albuquerque, NM
For anyone who isn’t familiar with it yet, the Golden Crown Literary Society is an organization that celebrates sapphic and women-loving-women literature. It’s a pretty awesome thing, and if you’re anything like me, a quick glance at the previous years’ awards (and especially the Trailblazer Award) will have you overwhelmed with gratitude for all of the brave lesbian/sapphic authors who paved the way in this type of fiction (long before most publishers were willing to touch us). 💙
(I’ve included a link to the GCLS website here, if you want to learn more.)
If you think you’ve heard of it but aren’t sure, you’ve likely heard of it because of the Goldies (annual literary awards) or the GCLS conference that takes place each year.
My first introduction to the organization was during the pandemic. So, I’d never been to an in-person conference before.
I was terrified. Totally terrified.
I’m neurodivergent, which (among other things) means I get overstimulated easily—especially in crowds. But if I’m being honest, that was the least of my problems.
I’m also very anxious and super shy.
What was I so afraid of? Well, that’s always the question with anxiety, isn’t it? I didn’t know what I was going fail at. I just knew I was going to fail.
But I was a finalist! 💙 And I’d been invited to participate in a panel! And on top of that, the thought of meeting people who love sapphic literature as much as I do sounded pretty amazing—if I could just conquer my fear of, you know, people.
So, I decided to try, and I’m so glad I did. 💙
Did my voice shake during my reading, like I was afraid it would? Yes. Definitely.
But the world didn’t end because of a quiver in my voice. No one laughed at me or hated me because of it. Everyone was actually unbelievably kind. 💙
Did I get so nervous about the panel that I left my name thingy at the other hotel? Yep!
But again, I survived.
Did I get a little more personal and emotional during one of the panel questions than I intended to? Yes.
But there were people who related to my story and appreciated it. 💙
To meet these wonderful people and to be so encouraged in my craft, it was worth every fear I faced. 💙
Most of you know…I live in Alabama. Very red, Bible-Belt Alabama. It took me a long time to come out.
Between the pandemic and my own anxiety, I’ve only been to one Pride since I came out.
Feeling safe to be who I am, being surrounded by people who are like me—these are feelings I don’t know well.
There were two nights—the first one was after my panel, and the second was after the Goldies. Both times, I just sat in my hotel room afterward and sobbed.
Happy tears.
Very happy tears.
And just in case we thought I was done being super emotional, I’m crying again at the memory. 😅
Does that sound silly? Or is it something a lot of LGBTQ people experience? I don’t know.
I guess it’s the thing that drives so many of us toward the found family trope.
I know my experience was probably different from that of someone who’d grown up in a more inclusive area or came out earlier in life or just…wasn’t as shy.
But for me, it was something I’d never known I needed—but definitely had needed. 💙
Anyway, now that I’ve gotten ridiculously emotional on you, let me just jump over to the announcements with no transition whatsoever! 😅
Listen…the people who invited to sit at their table were so amazing and encouraging, and I just didn’t know how to tell anyone that there was no chance of me winning. 😅
So, when my name was called, I just…froze. I don’t know how long it took me to process the fact that I’d actually seen my book on the screen. Maybe it was half a second. Maybe it was thirty.
I just know it took me a moment.
A friend was texting me later that night and asked what I said during my thank you speech, and I said, “Honestly, all I remember is wandering up there and hyperventilating on the microphone.”
I’ve been assured by a few people, since then, that there were actual words that came out of my mouth, but I remain skeptical.
I know I wanted to thank my readers, friends, and GCLS, but whether those words actually made sense once they came out of mouth is a total mystery.
Seriously, though, I am so grateful for all of you. 💙
All I want is to bring people joy and show them they deserve happiness, no matter what, and without readers, I couldn’t do that.
So, thank you so, so much. 💙
Congratulations to all the other winners, too! 💙 You can see them all here! 💙
My second (belated) announcement (another casualty of my Month of Shock) is that Pirates of Aletharia was voted Best Sapphic Fantasy on I Heart SapphFic! 💙💙💙💙
I’ll have a few more book updates in the newsletter that’s going out within the next couple of days, but until then, I just wanted to say thank you. 💙💙💙💙
Britney Jackson 
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