Iโve been having a pretty rough time lately, but during that time, Goddess of the Sea (Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) reached a happy, little milestone! ๐ It now has over five hundred reviews and ratings on Amazon! (And almost two hundred on Audible!)
I know Iโve said this a few times now, but Iโve never been more terrified to release a book than I was with this one. (And if youโve known me for long, you know thatโs saying something. ๐ ) This book was so vulnerable and so personal. Every positive reaction has meant the world to me. ๐
I couldnโt be more grateful that you were receptive to what I was trying to do with Em and Maria. Thank you. ๐
If youโve read the book, you know this is a particularly significant scene for Em and Maria, so I thought Iโd say a few words about it.
One of the hardest things about PTSD, in my opinion, is the way so many of the symptoms leave you feeling powerless. Powerless over your body, over your mind, over the past, andโฆduring a nightmare or flashback, powerless over the present, as well. Especially when the trauma came while under the power of someone else, that feeling of powerlessness isโฆdifficult. So, to say this scene is a personal one (that made me cry many, many, many times) would be an understatement.
It was also a huge step for Em and Maria, and I deeply love what it does for their progress. ๐
You can find fifteen sapphic books with this micro-trope at the link below.
Iโve recently realized Iโve been forgetting to share these snippets here, after sharing them on social media each week. So, Iโm going to work on catching them up over the next few days. ๐
Itโs Banned Books Week, a week set aside each year to discuss the danger of banning books and the importance of the freedom to read. In a time when diversity and authenticity in literature is being attacked by those in power, itโs more important than ever to speak out against censorship.
Representation is important. It literally saves lives.
We will continue to write these books. We will continue to read these books. Diversity should be celebrated, not feared. Reading should be encouraged, not attacked.
Iโm happy to stand with GCLS and SASS in defense of our stories. ๐
Iโm still not at my best (and might still get sent to the hospital later), BUTโฆI managed to do our Friday snippet. Iโm taking that as a good sign. ๐ค
For anyone who mightโve missed it, last week, in Albany, New York, Goddess of the Sea won a Goldie Award in Fantasy! ๐
I guess it hasnโt fully sunk in yetโbecause it still feels so strange to say. ๐
For those of you who were watching the Awards, either in person or online, sorry again for bawling on stage, instead of giving a normal acceptance speech.
I donโt know if there are strong enough words to convey how much it means to me, butโฆI hoped I conveyed at least a fraction of it.
Iโm going to try to do a more official andโฆmaybe more eloquent post soon, but for now, Iโm just really grateful. ๐
Iโm also so happy I was able to meet some of you at GCLS! ๐
Iโm missing everyone so much this week.
Huge congratulations to the other winners, as well! ๐
Oh, and I believe you can still watch the Goldie Awards on YouTube, if you missed them. ๐
Also, I havenโt been on much this month because Iโve been in a bit of a depressive episode. So, I donโt think Iโve wished you a happy Pride through the website yet.
Happy Pride, and please, be safe. โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐
May was Mental Health Awareness Month, and things have been so tough that I never even took a moment to talk about it. Ironic, right? ๐
If youโve read my books (especially Goddess of the Sea or The Reign of Darkness), you know mental illness is a major theme. I try to be honest in real life (like now, for instance) about my own struggles with mental illnessโbecause I think hiding it only increases the stigma. And I try to bring that same honesty into my books.
I believe sanitized portrayals of mental illness only hurt us. No human being responds perfectly to trauma, and fictional characters shouldnโt either. Mental illness isnโt meant to be pretty. It can be exhausting, overpowering, and scary, and some of the symptoms (the physical ones, I mean) might even be things people consider โgross.โ
Itโs hard to write honest portrayals of mental illnessโbecause it often feels like no one cares about that. They just want excitement and action. On top of that, it means youโre going to see the word โunlikeable,โ especially if your characters are women. People treat us this way in real life, too; theyโre just a little less shameless about it.
Butโฆsomeone out there is struggling and needs to feel less alone. Someone out there needs this story. Thatโs why we do itโeven when itโs scary, even when it hurts, even when it feels like no one cares. ๐
While I was in catch-up-after-a-migraine mode, I realized there was a piece of good news I couldโve sworn Iโd shared last month but didnโt. (Knowing me, itโs probably saved in drafts somewhere.)
Thank you so much to everyone who voted for it! This is the book I was most terrified to releaseโbecause I was scared people wouldnโt understand the mental illness focus or wouldnโt appreciate the mental illness focus, because I was scared of being this vulnerable, of having so much of my own trauma out there. I was justโฆscared. So, for people to actually like this book, it justโit makes me cry. Iโm so happy. ๐ฅน
Thank you. ๐๐๐๐
You can view the other winners at the link below. ๐
Actually, it came out two days ago, but I was nearing the end of a pretty aggressive migraine (and the start of the depression spiral that likes to tag along with it) and couldnโt think clearly enough to put the post together. ๐
Iโm so excited to listen to Lindsey Dorcusโs incredibly talented narration along with you. (I just downloaded mine! ๐)
Iโve been a little absent from social media lately because with Motherโs Day so close (here in the U.S., at least), Iโve been in a bit of a spiral. The good news isโฆthis has happened every year since her death, so I know to expect it now.
I hope you all have a wonderful weekend, and Iโm sending extra, extra love this week to anyone who has lost a parent. I know the reminders are everywhere right now, but I hope you still have some happy moments. ๐
I probably say this a lot, but visibility is so important to meโas someone who grew up, unable to make sense of what I felt or who I was, and feeling utterly broken because of it, as someone whose only understanding of her own identity came through the lens of hatred and bigotry.
Because of that, lesbian visibility has become one of my biggest passions in writing (right up there with mental health). Itโs why I write lesbian pirates. Itโs why I wrote Kara, Roseโs out and proud lesbian, Viking girlfriend from my vampire series. Itโs why I shove more and more lesbians into everything I write. ๐
Lesbian is not an obscene word. Itโs an identity, and when you treat an identity as if itโs obscene, you treat people as if theyโre obscene.
I accepted that once. I let people convince me that I didnโt deserve to exist in broad daylightโthat I belonged in the closet.
I donโt intend to sit by while others are made to feel that way. LGBTQ+ people are people, and people deserve to exist and feel safe to exist. Itโs that simple. ๐งก๐ค๐ฉท
April is Autism Acceptance Month, and especially after certain recentโฆremarks, it felt like a good time to remind you that Em, of my Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons series, is autistic, and not a single person aboard the Wicked Fate considers her a burden because of it. ๐
Iโm finally coming out of a migraine (I feel like Iโm always coming out of a migraine these days), which means Iโve stacked up a few things that Iโll be sharing with you over the weekend. ๐
I know the news has been dark lately, but I hope youโre holding up okay. ๐
I shared this snippet from Goddess of the Sea (Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) for the #lesficfri theme, โhairโ โbecause Iโm sure blood-soaked hair was exactly the direction everyone else went with this. ๐
Anyway, I hope youโre all doing well this week. โค๏ธ
Iโm finally feeling better (after what feels like a year), and Iโm planning on sending out our newsletter tomorrow. So, keep an eye out for that. โค๏ธ
If you follow me on social media, you might know Iโve been mostly useless for over a week now because of a migraine. Iโm currently entering that post-migraine depression where my mind punishes me for being a human with chronic illness. This is good news, though, because it means Iโm nearing the end! ๐ (It also usually means my blood countโs returning to normal!)
Anyway, if you go through this a lot, too, consider this your periodic reminder that youโre not alone. ๐
I hope this week brings you all the lovely things. ๐
This snippet from Goddess of the Sea(Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) was for the #lesficfri theme, โheart,โ and I definitely meant to add it here on Friday or Saturday, not midway into the next week. But you knowโฆdepression spirals. ๐
I hope youโre all holding up okay. ๐
I feel like Iโm saying that a lot lately, but I mean it.
This weekโs (very short) snippet was for the #lesficfri theme, โfeel.โ
Iโve been working on the New Yearโs newsletter this week, so that should be going out soon! ๐ค (And Iโll probably share a paragraph or two here, as well. ๐ค)
I hope youโre having a great start to the yearโand staying safe and well. ๐ค
Goddess of the Sea (Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) was one of the Book of the Month winners on I Heart SapphFic, and I’m feeling so grateful andโฆmaybe a little overly emotional? ๐ Writing about mental illness is hard because you know not everyoneโs going to get what youโre trying to do. But many of you did, and that means so much. ๐ฅน
I guess I didnโt know how much I needed to see something like this until I did.
So, thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who voted for this book. ๐๐๐๐
For Pirates week of the IHS Reading Challenge, I was interviewed on I Heart SapphFic about Pirates of Aletharia, my writing process, and reading habits. ๐
If youโd like to read it, you can find it at the link below. ๐
This week, I also want to thank everyone who voted for Pirates of Aletharia in the recent I Heart SapphFic poll! It was voted first in best sapphic dragon books. ๐๐๐๐๐
Congratulations also to J.C. Rycroft and Emily Noon! ๐
The theme for this last weekโs #lesficfri was โsorry,โ and this scene from Goddess of the Sea (Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) was the one that came to mind. So, hereโs our captain refusing to let Em apologize for her PTSD.
Try not to feel shame over your mental health this week. Itโs been a hard one. ๐
Release month for Goddess of the Sea (Lesbians, Pirates, & Dragons: Book 2) has ended, and in the midst of migraines, anxiety, and a kidโs ear infection, I have thoroughly failed promote it. (Not that Iโve ever been good at promoting anything. ๐ )
But my author copies came in, and I wanted to share them with you! ๐
Itโs always magical to see the words that occupied my heart and mind for so long printed on the pages of a bookโto hold them and touch them. ๐
It can be hard to focus on the magic, though, when Iโm exhausted and my headโs all full of fear and doubt. But actuallyโฆthatโs when itโs most important. Right? ๐
Also, my thank you post for Goddess of the Sea reminded me that itโs been a while since I did one for Book 1, and since it recently passed 1,300 reviews & ratings on Amazon, it felt like a good time for a new one. ๐
So, thank you for every review youโve left on Amazon, Audible, and everywhere else. Youโre amazing, and Iโm eternally grateful for you all. ๐
P.S. – From the time I wrote this to the time I went to share it, the world already feels like a darker place. To all of you who are here in the U.S., I’m sending so much love today. I wish I had words, but all I can feel is fear right now. I hope you’re all rightโas much as you can be, anyway. ๐
Every book release leaves me feeling so vulnerable, but this one was the hardest thus far. I donโt have enough words for how much your support for this book means to me. But thank you. ๐๐๐๐๐
๐ณ๏ธโ๐ lesbian pirates (obviously) ๐ดโโ ๏ธ healing from trauma ๐ dragon-riding ๐ the best slayer of rats โ๏ธ (more) flirty sword-fighting โ๏ธ a certain navy admiral and her games ๐งโโ๏ธ sirens ๐ one gullible kraken ๐ sapphic sea goddess
P.S. – The paperback should also go live any time now, if it hasnโt already. They donโt give me a specific time for it. Itโs just whenever they put it through. ๐
Have I ever shown you my world-building notebooks? Some of them are pretty! (On the outside, where I havenโt scribbled.)
If they seem excessive, keep in mind I started building Aletharia years before I started writing Book 1. (And okay, maybe Iโm a bit obsessive about these things, too. ๐ )
With the first book, I didnโt think an appendix was necessary because Em was our only magic-wielder, and I figured it was self-explanatory that Em being a healer meant she wielded healing magic, not combat magic.
The second book, however, explores more of Emโs side of Aletharia, which means it includes more magic-wielders and magical creatures. I still wrote it with the goal of you not needing an appendix, but during my final rewrite, I decided to add one, just in case.
So, I went to work at trying to reduce my many disorganized notebooks into a few short appendices. If youโve ever condensed a lot into a little, you know itโs easier said than done. ๐ In the end, Iโd condensed them into four appendices, which I then added to the new book.
So, if you need the extra details (or if youโre like me and just enjoy them), youโll be able to find them at the end of your book. ๐
P.S. – The blue parchment notebook was my original visual inspiration for Mariaโs captainโs logโthough hers is brown andโฆless pretty. ๐
And for anyone who mightโve missed it, ebook and print editions of Goddess of the Seawill be available any time now at this link:
I went ahead and added our sirens, Nerissa and Queen Amathea, to the Lesbian Pirates pageโsince you MAY be meeting them soon (no spoilers).
Keep in mind these are never totally accurate. There are limits to what I can customize. They arenโt this thin, for one (but then, neither is Em). Aletharian sirens are naturally plus-sized, but youโll know that by the time you meet them.
As to whether or not youโll like them, itโs hard to say. I enjoy Nerissa a bit, but Maria decidedly does not. ๐ Sheโs a very hungry siren. Iโll leave it at that.
You probably wonโt have much of an opinion of Amathea until Book 3. Thatโs intentional. After all, our characters donโt either. Right now, sheโs just a beautiful queen with sharp teeth and a hunger for flesh. Literally. ๐
And of course, I used the same picrew as usual to make these because I like its fantasy features.
And for anyone who mightโve missed it, ebook and print editions of Goddess of the Seawill be available soon at this link:
I have a habit of writing sapphic characters who are really protective of each other, so some variation of this tends to show up in a lot of my books. (I can confirm itโs in Goddess of the Sea, as well! ๐)
You can find fifteen sapphic books with this micro-trope on Jaeโs website!
Have the gayest day possible! (Double-meaning intended.) ๐งก๐ค๐ฉท
P.S. โ I hopped on to share this and noticed Iโd forgotten to add our Friday snippets to the website for aboutโฆa month. ๐ Fortunately, the one benefit of being sick is having a little extra time. I should be able to catch those up this week! ๐งก
๐ Disabled Sapphics (Definitely) ๐ดโโ ๏ธ Indie or Small Press Author (Definitely) ๐ 2025 Release (Possibly? If youโre reading the audiobook version of Goddess of the Sea. The ebook and print came out in 2024.) ๐ดโโ ๏ธ Choose Your Own Prompt ๐ New-to-You Author (Possibly) ๐ดโโ ๏ธ Book from Physical TBR (Possibly)
๐ค Indie or Small Press Author (Definitely) ๐ฉธ 40+ Main Character (I think? Kara is over fourteen hundred, after all.) ๐ค Choose Your Own Prompt ๐ฉธ New-to-You Author (Possibly) ๐ค Book from Physical TBR (Possibly) ๐ฉธ Disabled Sapphics (Yes)
I think thatโs all, but if I missed anything, feel free to let me know. ๐ค
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