Iโm still not at my best (and might still get sent to the hospital later), BUTโฆI managed to do our Friday snippet. Iโm taking that as a good sign. ๐ค
For anyone who mightโve missed it, last week, in Albany, New York, Goddess of the Sea won a Goldie Award in Fantasy! ๐
I guess it hasnโt fully sunk in yetโbecause it still feels so strange to say. ๐
For those of you who were watching the Awards, either in person or online, sorry again for bawling on stage, instead of giving a normal acceptance speech.
I donโt know if there are strong enough words to convey how much it means to me, butโฆI hoped I conveyed at least a fraction of it.
Iโm going to try to do a more official andโฆmaybe more eloquent post soon, but for now, Iโm just really grateful. ๐
Iโm also so happy I was able to meet some of you at GCLS! ๐
Iโm missing everyone so much this week.
Huge congratulations to the other winners, as well! ๐
Oh, and I believe you can still watch the Goldie Awards on YouTube, if you missed them. ๐
Also, I havenโt been on much this month because Iโve been in a bit of a depressive episode. So, I donโt think Iโve wished you a happy Pride through the website yet.
Happy Pride, and please, be safe. โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐
May was Mental Health Awareness Month, and things have been so tough that I never even took a moment to talk about it. Ironic, right? ๐
If youโve read my books (especially Goddess of the Sea or The Reign of Darkness), you know mental illness is a major theme. I try to be honest in real life (like now, for instance) about my own struggles with mental illnessโbecause I think hiding it only increases the stigma. And I try to bring that same honesty into my books.
I believe sanitized portrayals of mental illness only hurt us. No human being responds perfectly to trauma, and fictional characters shouldnโt either. Mental illness isnโt meant to be pretty. It can be exhausting, overpowering, and scary, and some of the symptoms (the physical ones, I mean) might even be things people consider โgross.โ
Itโs hard to write honest portrayals of mental illnessโbecause it often feels like no one cares about that. They just want excitement and action. On top of that, it means youโre going to see the word โunlikeable,โ especially if your characters are women. People treat us this way in real life, too; theyโre just a little less shameless about it.
Butโฆsomeone out there is struggling and needs to feel less alone. Someone out there needs this story. Thatโs why we do itโeven when itโs scary, even when it hurts, even when it feels like no one cares. ๐
While I was in catch-up-after-a-migraine mode, I realized there was a piece of good news I couldโve sworn Iโd shared last month but didnโt. (Knowing me, itโs probably saved in drafts somewhere.)
Thank you so much to everyone who voted for it! This is the book I was most terrified to releaseโbecause I was scared people wouldnโt understand the mental illness focus or wouldnโt appreciate the mental illness focus, because I was scared of being this vulnerable, of having so much of my own trauma out there. I was justโฆscared. So, for people to actually like this book, it justโit makes me cry. Iโm so happy. ๐ฅน
Thank you. ๐๐๐๐
You can view the other winners at the link below. ๐
Actually, it came out two days ago, but I was nearing the end of a pretty aggressive migraine (and the start of the depression spiral that likes to tag along with it) and couldnโt think clearly enough to put the post together. ๐
Iโm so excited to listen to Lindsey Dorcusโs incredibly talented narration along with you. (I just downloaded mine! ๐)
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